1.30am Morning

I came over to Hubby's place once again... But this time im feeling very different... What's the difference?
Erm... I came back carrying lesser doubts and hatred in me... I choose to trust him again as i know i have to give both of us not only him him and him a chance... I have to give myself a chance to love him more than before...

And i really hope it will work out well and there will be a better future for us...


Yesterday afternoon i received a text from Baby Darling... It wrote :


dear, baby darling i want to tell u that since we reconcile yesterday my mood has brighter up and im feeling very happy inside me. not like last week when i have no motivation in doing anything. i really happy having you and i dont want any other ppl than u. u r the love of my life and i love u very much. hope that u can trust me and always try to give me the benefit of doubt and i will prove myself to u. may not be that perfect but i will work towards it and give u a happy future. love u truly!
ur hubby: alvin

This is exactly what Baby Darling wrote and i want to record it now here as an evidence of his love and promise. so... in future i can show it to our kids... Its the sweetest msg i ever received from him... This little effort he made could really melt my heart away... I was in delight the whole day since i saw the text... and i would like to tell him too..........................................................................................................................

"My Dearest Love,

I never give up on you ever before... Even when im super pissed with you... im upset over certain issues... i left your house and returned home to stay... There's a huge part of me that was missing whenever we are apart... I will keep thinking of you and worrying if u are doing well in ur work... or even have you taken ur meal... but i cant deny that i also have been thinking if u are outside with friends or doing things which i dislike when im not with you...
You can simply filled up my mind for this whole 18 months of relationship... I know that we did not meet each other at the start in the perfect circumstances and environment... But I truly hope that we can have a happy ending like those fairytale romance... Haha... alittle exaggerating... what i mean is that i would like to have little alvin and little christina running around us and we can spend the rest of our upcoming years sustaining our LOVE and build it up to the better years after years... I understand that i do have alot of flaws and i can be demanding at times... but i would like to tell you that i WANT to improve on these areas and learn to be a better girlfriend and hopefully ur ideal spouse in future... Please do give me some time and understanding... Please do forgive me if i make a mistake or make you unhappy at times... I love you and this is cannot be replaced... Thanks for being such an understanding, considerate and most importantly a faithful partner for me... I will be loving you not only now but also in the near future... xoxo


Your Baby Darling,
Christina