Living in bliss
Its been more than a week we have not been quarreling. Though small tiny weeny disagreements...not as bad as how we were before. *A Sign of Light* After hours of heart to heart talk with my dearie...after understanding what i always do not understand... after some thoughts on my own... after the chat with my brother... Things seem much clearer now to me... I felt as in im being enlightened somehow... Its been more than a year i have been living in my small own world full of my structural philosophies and way of life... I have been blinded from the reality and living in dream which i thought i could create... changing of ppl's lives and personalities... nevertheless... mine too.
A Step I Make
I start to think more on him than myself now... Maybe not too obvious, but a little effort i could try... I realised how selfish i was...Which i always thought that this is what love is... Its humorous to find myself living in a abnormal state of mind... How would i turn to become such a dame lamer... ridiculously selfish vase... Goodness sake~! My thoughts are clear now ... Finally... I recalled the things that i should learn from the past... the mistakes i made which drive ppl away from me... the basic needs to maintain a relationship... the fundamental way of life.
