Its was at first like a dream that i tot he had changed when i met him up last week on thursday... and i almost buy his words and promises again... I was telling my friends how happy i was that he made me feel... XXXXXXX
Woke up and realised its all just an ACT! I was being accused of treating him like a dog??? <- I bet He Cant Stand Acting Nice & Good to me ANYMORE thus he push the blame back on me wanting to make me feel guilty.... I wont!!! As I know I will not forget the hurt he caused in me 3weeks ago... I wont forget how he lied again and again in arrogance and confidence... To think about it the period of him treating me nice is Always so SHORT like 3 -5 days and the rest he is back to him old damn self...
Perhaps... I shouldnt give him a chance when he asked as its a chance to disappoint and hurt me again...
Now... Im happy living the life without being hurt and tamper.... Hoping for the day i will reach out for the stars... I wouldnt have to get affected by him and his doings anymore... & hope thing goes well for him too...
Im getting out of town pretty soon ... Hoping to get a fresher air out of here... and when im back Im ALL AFRESH.........xoxo
From my next blog onwards...
It will only be about ME ............
Regards
Christina