i remembered weeks ago...
i am the one who went back to his house to look for him as i simply just miss him so much when he was not around... its a saturday nite the week after i joined the fhm contest. I started to give in ... and till now i realised all this while i have been going back to him despite on the number of times im hurt by him...
Its 4 more days to Christmas that i wanted to start a new post... He has been saying things that tear my wounds apart. like... i look pretty only becos im wearing a make up, i dressed like a hooker or escort which i have to wear it to places like MBS to meet my clients, why my breasts become smaller as that time i slimmed down alot, (he touched my breast when we were lying together and said) y ur breast like got something inside its hard here... all this sounded very humiliating and hurtful to me as he is always making me feel bad about myself... He NEVER makes me feel good when im around him... WHY? He still neglect my feelings as before...
